I'm in my first mature relationship - sad seeing as I'm 20 years old! - and there are problems just like with every couple. I really do mean EVERY couple too, by the way!
See my friends were supposed to be the "hope couple" for me, they looked like they were happy as could be, never got into ridiculous arguments and could always be seen laughing and/or smiling whenever you saw them together. But, I then found out that that just wasn't the case - she is just a bottler and he is idk what!
Then of course I can now look around at all couples that I know and be able to see that there are problems... HMMM. Maybe this isn't such a great thing to be able to see, since whenever my friends have issues I want to help... and I have learned over the years to stay out of issues pertaining to relationships unless someone asks for either my opinion or my advice!
Back to the issues with me and my love, I thought I was a bottler but apparently I didn't know what the hell I was talking about since Matt keeps more stuff to himself then I do and when he makes a quip and I ask him about it nine times out of ten I will be told to either drop it or forget about it because he doesn't want to talk about it. It scares me to think that if I push him to talk about it we will end up IN an argument and OUT of a relationship....
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
Speechless
Sitting there staring at the screen waiting for a response is never a good feeling when it is coming from someone you love....
Tonight I was talking to my boyfriend and he out of nowhere makes a face. When I asked him about it all I got was "IDK, I need to be on my own." ..... I was speechless.
When he turned around and asked me what I was doing, I told him I was trying to figure out what he meant, and he told me "Nothing, Just forget about it." .... I can't.
I don't think I have been more afraid to receive and instant message then I was when I told him I wanted to know what that meant.... and of course he dropped it and didn't tell me. I'm still so worried and confused and not sure at all what I should think about it....
Well there is one thing I'm thinking, and that's that he no longer wishes to be my boyfriend, which is harsh considering that he was with me almost constantly for the past 3 weeks!
Tonight I was talking to my boyfriend and he out of nowhere makes a face. When I asked him about it all I got was "IDK, I need to be on my own." ..... I was speechless.
When he turned around and asked me what I was doing, I told him I was trying to figure out what he meant, and he told me "Nothing, Just forget about it." .... I can't.
I don't think I have been more afraid to receive and instant message then I was when I told him I wanted to know what that meant.... and of course he dropped it and didn't tell me. I'm still so worried and confused and not sure at all what I should think about it....
Well there is one thing I'm thinking, and that's that he no longer wishes to be my boyfriend, which is harsh considering that he was with me almost constantly for the past 3 weeks!
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