I'm allowed to be me!

I'm tired of being apologetic.
I'm sick of the word sorry.
I have an opinion, doesn't matter if you agree with it.
I have feelings like any normal human.
I get frustrated just like you.
I can cry if I want to!

I feel like my whole world is starting to slowly turn upside down.
Friends are changing.
Boyfriend is changing.
Even I am changing.
Yet I still want things to be like they have always been.
I want everyone to laugh and have a good time together.
I wish my life would stop being complicated
though I know that will never happen.
I am "too strong" of a person, I can handle it all.
IF ONLY THIS WERE SO!

I keep feeling as if what I want to say isn't allowed to be said.
I feel like I can't have my own opinion, and if I do state it that it should be apologized for if it doesn't match someone elses.
I will no longer say sorry for saying what I think on any situation.
I am not going to be the one that asks whats wrong and then apologize when it is somehow my fault.
It's not going like that anymore.
I am taking control of my life and I will make it through!